someone's birthday

it's end of september... the time my outlook page me there's a reminder... what reminder ? it's her birthday....
some might know who.. some might not.... the girl that's in the midsummer night feast.

it's been quite sometime already.... i'm just nothing more than a pest to her i guess... but i just don't understand why do i need to remember her birthday. actually not even her birthday.. just a range of dates i managed to figure out by piecing information together. yeap i did something this round. i wrote her 8 birthday card. just hopefully one of those card managed to hit her b'day on the spot :) yeah i'm stupid.... i guess... i couldn't be bothered anymore.. they are just cards... i know my odds....

well just leave it to fate. whatever it is that's coming.... only the hand that wrote our path of life knows... by listening to our heart, it will guide u to the direction we should be going. i guess it might be true.. i might meet someone in between... just follow my heart... but that didn't happen... what i earn from it is i managed to earn and know the exact day of her b'day. not a bad one afterall...

hope things turn out well..... no idea what's going on as well.