Thursday, November 27, 2008

chasing for something

this early morning... i just recovered from a very tiring day yesterday travelling upside down from one corner to the other corner serving customers, meeting suppliers to find out what i can do for the coming days....

and although i just recovered, but this morning i wake up. i'm asking myself what am i chasing? i use up my energy, my brain juice, my time, yeah i get a good deal in business, i get alot of compensation in return for my success. but what is the end in mind?

am i assuming that i will succeed? that's why i'm moving on with my new target? or just merely money and project success ain't enough for me?

what am i chasing for ?

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

ever more

the harder i work..
the more tired i get...
and the more tired i get...
the more i felt like i need someone to accompany me...

this is crap... make me feel so blardy weak whenever i stop working but yet a human's stamina is limited. can't be forever working..
just really need someone to help me recharge... just let me think of that someone will do...

who shall she be....

Sunday, November 23, 2008

compressed november

it's been quite sometime since i last blogged... yeah like the title.. comparessed november...which means my november barely allow me to breath through my days.

my previous post was training for a week.. that was part 1 of my training and just a blink of an eye... my 2nd part of my training is done as well.

somewhere at the end of october, i decided last minute that i have to go to Taiwan for my design review and alot of supplier visits and sourcings. so, from the day i paid my air ticket to the day i travel only 1 week for me to prepare everything.

10th of november i headed to Taiwan, yet again. this round i have to find my way down to Tainan as that's my 1st stop. 3 days in tainan, 2 days in taipei. very compressed trip. alot of supplier to visit, and daily is just eating and drinking. but after the drinking i still have to go back to my hotel and shower then continue with the design and next day to be reviewed by experienced manufacturers.

basically all my current suppliers were also saying that i planned my trip too tight and they wanted to spend some time bringing me around but yet i don't have the luxury. can u imagine when i was in taipei, i didn't get to step into a shopping mall at all...it was so hectic...

the reason is because when i returned from my trip, there's an important appointment at 5PM. so i can't delay my flight or add extra day. and following monday is my 2nd part of coaching training. and there goes another week... 1 week of travelling, 1 week of training.. i didn't get to rest at home... and the training is in a crappy hotel called Hotel De Palma in Ampang.

this is a place where i ate curry rice for 3 meals a day and 5 days straight down. terrible crap.... and the weekend is packed with gatherings... no voice for karaoke also... ahahahah

and then i'm busy preparing my car for the 30th november track event.... so compressed... so tiring.... tmrw my days will be back to normal...but i can expect the amount of things that i need to look into is pile up like mountain after 2 weeks of disappearance...