Sunday night

Sunday night is the night that i felt bored.. although the whole afternoon i was having fun doing things that what i do best and what i'm interest the most.... cars again :) with my friend.

night time... i ended up trying to save my computer from going total break down... it had served me well since early 2004. till now... it's 4.5 years old... it's giving me problem... blue screen problem.. even i reinstalled the computer with a fresh new operating system. guess i'll slowly source which computer i should get next...

other than that... i spent all night long finishing my storybook... "the alchemist" it's not a very long story.. but it's really nice... it tells a story of a boy.... he had a dream about treasure in the pyramids.. but he's from Spain... the story tells his whole journey from spain to the pyramids...

the main message in the story is that, follow the heart, observe omens.... if it's destined to happen, it will happen. regardless it's good or bad.... that boy got robbed 3 times in his journey, loosing everything he had ever earned in his life.... in the end.. he got his treasure.. but it's not in the pyramids..... the universe tells him that he needs to be at the pyramids but his treasure is actually in Spain.... how does that mean ? it means when he travel all the way to the pyramids, he ended up meeting his last robber... and the robber told him that he had a dream about a treasure in spain... the robber is stupid enough not to cross the whole desert to reach his treasure.. but yet the universe leads the boy to pyramids to listen to the robber... and he went all the way back to spain for his treasure.... that's the treasure...

when we stop listening to our heart... our heart will stop telling us what to do... omens will stop appearing...and a human is just a mere human living lives daily without anything special....

i guess what i benefit from the story is that.... i do have to follow my heart.... if it's destined that i'll fail again or get hurt again..... be it... the gods has its own way of showing a person how to lead ones life.... if i avoid... i won't gain anything....and i won't loose anything.. just a plain person...
guess i doesn't really want to be a plain person... i want to be a happy, successful, beloved person for someone.....

who's the someone.... i have no idea.... i don't know when she'll appear... or she is coming.... or whatever is coming is just a test.... i shall listen to my heart... observe omens....