insomnia......

Insomnia - –noun -- inability to obtain sufficient sleep, esp. when chronic; difficulty in falling or staying asleep; sleeplessness.

ever since my grandfather passed away, i've been strucked with insomnia...why, i don't know, my god mother says probably because that i'm the eldest grandson, expectation from the deceased is high that i can't go around places. but my grandmother says maybe it's that the grandfather misses me and be around me most of the time disturbing the energy flow.

the feeling.... feels like shit... start sleeping around 12 AM.. flipping and jumping around.... until 2 AM.. woke up and surf net.. then go back sleep around 2.30... then fliping and jumping around until 4 AM... woke up watch some series... then 5 AM go back sleep.... and 8 something in the morning time to wake up.... the day is pure crap...it's slow... it's tiring... it's short patiented...

but i found out a best friend that can help me sleep... Carlsberg Special Brew..... strong beer... :)

人生的道路。。。

记得那天我们出生，刮刮大叫。数十年后，就躺在床上等待时间到来。我都已经看化了，人生的道路就那么简单，也很快。十六岁那年，想着几时才到十八岁，夜店赌场电玩中心都要十八岁才能进。眨一眨眼，赌场电玩夜店都去到不想去了。今年已经20多岁了，时间好快。

我公公今天去世了，年寿79岁。人生就是那短短的79年。。。真的很短。我们这一代都不知道会耐多久，天天都吞食化学药品，空气肮脏，睡眠不足，生活紧张。。。不知能耐多少年。。我也想耐到80岁。。。

我都看化了，生老病死绝对避免不了，也不必伤心很久。一代推一代，眨下眼就轮到我了。。。最重要活得高兴，活得充实，决不后悔所做的决定。走的时候也比较安心。。。。

大家好好活着吧。。。最重要是会玩，不要到头来什么也还没玩够就走了。。很不值得。。：）

and then i'm back....from Tenggol island

last weekend was a nice getaway weekend. a group of fellas went to Tenggol Island for diving trip.

where's Tenggol ? people know Redang, Perhentian etc etc big names.. but no one knows where in the world is Tenggol. Tenggol is an island known for divers. it has a beautiful beach but the corals were growing at a very shallow area. after the shallow area, it has a drop of 10 Meters...

it's not a friendly site for kids....

anyway, back to the story... it's a weekend dive... weekend getaway from all the hectic jobs, running around the city.... loud musics, car honks, exhaust notes....plain back to the nature... without air conditioning without fine dining.... wear the same clothes everyday (wet suit)...

it's almost like a virgin island.. even the island has been there for like ages... people go there to dive since the 80's.. but it's still un-touched.... it's only 4 hours away from the big city of KL.

we had fun under the water, we had fun when we were resting, we're loud, we mahjong.... we play cards... everything :) it's another good weekend...

Stranded

Live coverage from dungun. Engine failure. Got stranded on the boat. Luckly the boat stop before leaving the river.

a walk in memory lane

through out my planning of my trip in penang. i never planned a single trip to Sg Ara. nothing to do there.....

but the day before i go back.... i went out with my fren to see the car workshop. the shop is so near to her place..... those roads that i drove pass.... feels like i'm having a vacation in penang to visit her... almost turned into the apartment...... reminds me of so many things...

when i was having a drink... every few minutes i was staring at the apartments....wondering if anyone is up there....is she happy recently.... did she find another guy that treating her well....etc etc etc...

then i head home.... make it simple..... the trip back to KL took me 8 hours.... twice the amount of time.... never been so long on the road before.....got so much time to take photos of my dashboard... the car infront.... the lorry bside me.....

all i get in this trip is serious FATIQUE...

after so many months

when was the last time i was in penang ? i guess it should be end of november last year 2007...
currently i'm in penang.. logging in @ starbucks E gates.

3 years in penang. all roads are just too familiar to me.. nothing had changed except the government. which doesn't have any affect on me at all at the moment.

why am i in penang? some say i must be missing previous relationship..... maybe that's true in certain point of view. but my main reason of going to penang is to settle the tax issue with the government. my past 2 submission is done in penang... everything is in penang.... and the governments are NOT WIRED... which means in KL can't access my stuff. unless i request it to move to KL... which is i did ask them TODAY... so that i dont' need to travel so far away just to settle the tax...

why tax ? i didn't read the instructions thorough enough... and i over claimed... so.. they are minusing my stuffs here adn there... but i have so much extra in the account.. so... i don't need to pay anything else... yup.. it's settled.... and tmrw will be golf day with my taiwanese friend johnny.

those roads in penang.... nothing is changed except my passenger seat is now empty.... not more liddle beside me when i drive...... that's probably what i missed 2nd when i got to penang.
managed to catch up with my friends from my last work place... had some lunch...

just take it like an off weekend... vacation... but costly vacation due to the reason that i got a speeding summon.....

no reservation

this word no reservation, reminds me of anthony bourdain in discovery travel and living channel.
it's a show about anthony going places trying foods here and there.

why do i bring this up... today i just watched a movie... downloaded again. not sure it has ever been screen in the cinema in my country. but it's a movie about food as well. staring katherine zeta jones. for those who knows me, i have alot of hots in cooking and eating, that explains my physical size.

that movie is one of the good movies that i watched so far, i've been supplied with almost a huge resource of movies but this one is really a movie that i really enjoyed.. probably it's food related.
it's a relaxing movie, no action, no thinking, no thrailer, just a plain love story that goes very well with food.

yupe, food talks this way.... this goes well with that.... balsamic goes well with garlics.... cheese goes well with panchetta..... :) this movie goes well with someone who loves food like me :)

go download the movie..... it's not a bad show...