sundays.....

Sundays are bored like one kind. yeah i get to sleep till the sun shine on my ass in the noon. that's only when i got too tired over saturday night or too much drinks =)... normally i'll just wake up by 9 AM.... and i have a plain more than 16 hours of nothing to do...

i was reflecting what i did on saturday night... not bad at all... had 2 dinner in one night... 2nd dinner with beer... good stuff to hang out with even just one friend. bitch it out all the unhappiness.... you haven't seen guys bitch before leh ? ekkekeke then follow up with 2nd round of alcohol night at a fren's place till late night...

in between... yeah finally i had a interactive call with her... very interactive... it was since the midsummer night feast...just feeling so cold.. anyway it was a little bit of this and that in the content.. but yet i find it kinda enjoyable debating, partially hearing her raise her voice over the phone... haven't been hearing things like that for a long long time....

she had been complaining that i'm too free. for those who know me, know my job, they know me well that i'm very free. so free that sometimes it lets people feel annoyed that how come there are such people that free.... that's on my non office hours i'm that free and plus i have flexibility on my working hours as well..

how do i treat my friend? some will know, i treat some frens like crap.. bcoz i tend to forget about them... that's a bad habit... now that i'm single... i treat every female as good as it gets... don't mind spending a few bucks on meals... making it a good experience... have some chats or hang out to fill up my emptiness and loneliness... what is a movie date? just another excuse to catch up for a movie instead of going to watch it alone. flowers ? that's debatable... maybe that's some extra there... the base line is that... whatever i do... is just filling up my emptiness loneliness by spending time and effort with anyone... making myself feel happy and good by making them feel that i do exist as someone that will or try to make their day good. i get happiness by doing that...if someone appreciates all these.. let's move along and see what's infront for us...

yeap the sweet dream is over.. but it was an entertaining dream... it was a good dream... a dream so good to be memorable... and me and her face SHOULD will be featured in THE PEAK and also MALAYSIA TATTLER magazine that's according to the editor that i contacted....no idea where to grab it... but if you interested to see... find your way to get a copy of those mags... for next month's issue.