Sunday, June 21, 2009

Race day


Race starting soon. Its hot, especially the girls, the gt queens. Mamamia. :-) its father's day and i'm at the track. Another 2 hour i'll be back.

Got like hell


Hot and cold stupid weather. Hot then rain then hot again.

Friday, June 12, 2009

classic piece of music...

classic piece of music....

Saturday, January 17, 2009

1st post of 2009

here i go... finally this is my first post for year 2009. normally people would like to make this real good, taking it as a wish list for 2009 or a plan for 2009 so that everyone could keep work towards the goal.

at the begining of 2009, the economy is going downwards. everyone is starting to suffer, everyone is starting to reduce their spending, making backup plans when the times turn bad. initially i have alot of dreams alot of target to meet. when all these target will of course come with something good in return. but regardless what, i'll definitely work towards the target, except maybe i don't splurge on my dream as something to prevent things turn shit.

here i go
1- generate 100% extra revenue relatively to year 2008
2- establish a self sustain system for the manufacturing process
3- develop a unique branding for my suspension systems. well known brand instead of a cheap local brand
4- mod my RX7 into GT300 body kit
5- reduce my body weight to less than 90KG (prefer 85)
6- venture 3 countries for potential sales for my suspension
7- make 8 dives or more for 2009 (trips)
8- get my Lexus IS 250
9- bring my family to Hokkaido for vacation
10- get a hugo boss suit
11- treat everyone better, less bragging, be more linein to people
12- to be fit enough to lead a 30 meter climbing route
13- to be able to score less than 20 handicap in golf

at the end of 2009, let's see how far i've achieved for my 13 simple goals. in between there are always things that not able to predict when it happen. like i maybe able to meet someone that could make me a better person, someone that could give me mental support when i feel down etc etc etc.

go go go 2009 !!! work for it !! it's a year for big change as mentioned by fengshui masters...牛转田坤

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

reflection of 2008

the year of 2008 is doing its last call. and 2009 is calling us to wake up.

my 2008 was a year of hard work and nothing else more than that. let's do a quick reflection of what i did.

in term of my career wise, i had a freakin big progression. whatever i'm required to do. it's not because i wanted it to move as fast. but the feeling is like my job required me to move as fast as it progresses itself. i'm some sort like forced to follow the progression as fast as i could while i have to drag people that's behind me to move as fast as possible. in this career year, i may have made people unhappy with my words. here i would like to say sorry. i got no choice. i'm making progression for the company for the family. i have to move that fast i have to drag you guys along. i believe my accomplishment is very significant to the family business i hope the accomplishment could expand to a larger significance to the family business.

in term of my personal life.. yes like alot of people would say.. i'm crazy. in this year i took up so many extreme sports. but it's not that extreme until like those idiots in whacked out sports on AXN. i took up diving, i dived seriously and got all my gear, breaking my bank account for it. and then i also took up rock climbing. yes also breaking my bank accout getting gears for it. and other than that... my driving is progressing as well. and my car needs so many fixes that i have no idea how to calculate it anymore. that's even larger bank account to break. and my consumption of petrol and tires is amazing considering how i'm pushing my car.

my other personal life, as you can read over my blog.. which is for this whole year... it's like a story. 2 deja Vu. and one recovery. that's but nothing is progressing. i'm still myself, although i would love to have someone to accompany me... for someone i might even be a laughing stock for getting myself into puddle of mud again and again. i believe just no luck... plain no luck even play mahjong people see my tiles also say can die.

i didn't mention anything about my family right ? yeah... nothing is changed as well. just that i've been really caught up with work until when i go home i just head to my room.. switch on musics, chat online, read some books and relax getting ready to sleep. that's about it. nothing much.

that's my 2008. summarized in just less than a page. so un cool. i would really wish that my 2009 is better. but looking at the condition of the economy, i don't know how my career would progress how the business would grow. if i'm able to get my Lexus IS 250 :P

Monday, December 29, 2008

Déjà vu

Déjà vu (pronounced /ˈdeɪʒɑː ˈvuː/ (help·info); French /deʒa vy/ (help·info) "already seen"; also called paramnesia, from Greek παρα "para," "near" + μνήμη "mnēmē," "memory") or promnesia, is the experience of feeling sure that one has witnessed or experienced a new situation previously (an individual feels as though an event has already happened or has happened in the near past). The term was coined by a French psychic researcher, Émile Boirac (1851–1917) in his book "L'Avenir des sciences psychiques" ("The Future of Psychic Sciences"), which expanded upon an essay he wrote while an undergraduate. The experience of déjà vu is usually accompanied by a compelling sense of familiarity, and also a sense of "eeriness," "strangeness," or "weirdness," The "previous" experience is most frequently attributed to real life, although in some cases there is a firm sense that the experience "genuinely happened" in the past.

this is a good word to describe probably what i'm going through.. Déjà vu ...
feels like i'm going through the same time... knowing that most probably it'll ended up like last time.. but yet... still going forward.... hoping this time could be different.

interpretation

as an engineer, we get to choose what we want the process/things to work. and if it doesn't work, we get to correct it. keep correcting it until we get it right. that's called feedback.

but in an engineer's life there are things that we don't really get to have feedback or correct them. it's called interpretation of a situation. when we were in a situation, we have to interpret what will be our next move. but if we interpret it wrongly, it will definite affect us. and especially when we made some wrong decision or we interpret it wrongly, people will have perception judgement on us.

i'm in a situation where something is going to happen. but i really can't interpret it correctly. and i don't really have 100% confidence on my own interpretation. because i mentioned before last time that about someone listening to the heart. the heart is the closest connection to your fate. when you stop listening to them, they will stop telling you things about your fate. but previously i did listen but it seems like whatever happened seems so different from what my heart told me.

shall i listen to my heart once again? or whatever previously happened, it happened for a reason, to end a misery or suffering?