Stupid people

I'm bloging this while i'm waiting for my lunch. Shit happens when there isn't calibration. But certain people thinks that calibration is a waste of time. I don't think it is. When its not calibrated, unnecessary efforts will be wasted on things that already been done by others. Thus i call it stupid people doing stupid things that already done by others. Waste of time and effort. My food is here. Time to eat.

know thy self

after the dayang trip, i slowly get to know myself better. as you can read my blog, i sort of quite lost for quite some time.... maybe after i broke off with my loved one last year.

i slowly get to know that i'm a very adventurous person, i'm totally not a lazy person. city lifes are making me lazy, making me lost myself don't know what kind of life do i want. but going to the island, make me feel like i'm myself again.

i like adventures... i like travelling, i like to go places, i like enjoyment. it's quite true, i'm an aquarious that doesn't settle down. yeah i need companion, i like companion. but if the companion can be around me when i do my adventure, that's of course like a dream come true. but it only happen in dreams.

people like me, adventurous, guess won't be able to settle down soon. i was thinking last time before i broke off, i wanted to settle down and get on with pre-destined life. but then now i realise, although settling down with loved ones is great but it aint myself.

all i hope is that, in my adventure of life, i will find someone on the way that appreciates adventurous life like i do... and we shall be happy.... some day.... the same old word that's being used by someone...

back from Dayang

ahhhh what a good weekend of diving...
at Pulau Dayang... alot of ya all might not know where in the world is dayang island.. the closest island to dayang is Tioman island.. that you all know..

my trip was good in general. but due to the fact that the funny GPS system took me to Mersing using pure trunk road... took me 5.5 hours of driving. and those villages that i haven't even heard before. plus the GPS took me to a road where it doesn't exist.... turn right in 100 m... there's no right turn.. only jungle...have to back track to the main road and hit further town and restart GPS.

then it takes 6 hours of boat ride to the island... in a very very rocky sea. in a very smelly diesel powered boat. terrible experience.... immediately next day arrive at 6 AM at the island... check in and just sleep till 8 something for breakfast.. then dive...

in total i made 11 dives in 2 days.. and got really drunk on the final night... crazy shit happens when everyone is drunk.... and mostly guys... that's crazy shit.
i'll post photos into my facebook. feel free to check it out...

in between those exhausting days, one of the night i dreamt of her... blardy hell.. i supposed to just forget about it... but why did my brain want to dream like that... but it was so real, it feels so real... in fact in the dream i french kissed her. wahhhhh that was so cool... then next day... a few dives.... forget about it already. hope i can totally put a side not to think about it...just sien...

now back to office with my broadband line...back to urban city lifestyle.. to my boring days of office and home.... sighs... looking forward to september for ANOTHER DIVE TRIP bwahahahahahahha

back to oneself

so.. i guess that's the sweet dream.. there isn't anything left. for those who wondered what i'm saying.... it means... i'm back to my ownself.

myself that's always alone, always free, and always up for any plans that's within my physical range of reach. just sometimes kinda lonely... need someone to accompany me... but then at the moment, there isn't any specific person.. just friends that sit along drink some tea... some beer...some coke... some juice... that'll do fine.

indeed previous few post... as u can see.. it's a good dream... it is a good dream.. i haven't been feeling like that for a long time... not to mention got scolded by someone isn't that close...and ended up debating here and there... with someone not that close also.. it's really a wake up call for me... it's good to have such feeling after a really long long time...

so.... i'm back... :) back to give you all some good stories... some good dreams... less complain about me being lonely... i hope la.. ahahahha

she... just another 擦肩而过

sundays.....

Sundays are bored like one kind. yeah i get to sleep till the sun shine on my ass in the noon. that's only when i got too tired over saturday night or too much drinks =)... normally i'll just wake up by 9 AM.... and i have a plain more than 16 hours of nothing to do...

i was reflecting what i did on saturday night... not bad at all... had 2 dinner in one night... 2nd dinner with beer... good stuff to hang out with even just one friend. bitch it out all the unhappiness.... you haven't seen guys bitch before leh ? ekkekeke then follow up with 2nd round of alcohol night at a fren's place till late night...

in between... yeah finally i had a interactive call with her... very interactive... it was since the midsummer night feast...just feeling so cold.. anyway it was a little bit of this and that in the content.. but yet i find it kinda enjoyable debating, partially hearing her raise her voice over the phone... haven't been hearing things like that for a long long time....

she had been complaining that i'm too free. for those who know me, know my job, they know me well that i'm very free. so free that sometimes it lets people feel annoyed that how come there are such people that free.... that's on my non office hours i'm that free and plus i have flexibility on my working hours as well..

how do i treat my friend? some will know, i treat some frens like crap.. bcoz i tend to forget about them... that's a bad habit... now that i'm single... i treat every female as good as it gets... don't mind spending a few bucks on meals... making it a good experience... have some chats or hang out to fill up my emptiness and loneliness... what is a movie date? just another excuse to catch up for a movie instead of going to watch it alone. flowers ? that's debatable... maybe that's some extra there... the base line is that... whatever i do... is just filling up my emptiness loneliness by spending time and effort with anyone... making myself feel happy and good by making them feel that i do exist as someone that will or try to make their day good. i get happiness by doing that...if someone appreciates all these.. let's move along and see what's infront for us...

yeap the sweet dream is over.. but it was an entertaining dream... it was a good dream... a dream so good to be memorable... and me and her face SHOULD will be featured in THE PEAK and also MALAYSIA TATTLER magazine that's according to the editor that i contacted....no idea where to grab it... but if you interested to see... find your way to get a copy of those mags... for next month's issue.

not a good night.

last night... i just got a feeling that things aren't going right... maybe i'm thinking too much... but things just got kinda abnormal..

and i'm doing it again.. bringing drinks... but unfortunately, not successfully delivered due to unavailability.

and mahjong last night... it was exceptionally abnormal tiles... just don't know why..

and at night... difficulty sleeping .... ever since my brain is being clogged by my emo.... i haven't been having deep sleep. morning wake up the brain feels drunk.. even i didn't had a bit of alcohol....

just no idea what is this abnormal feeling... something is not right....i don't know what's not right.... i wished i know.. i wished that my life will be better.... not so miserable....

李圣杰- 擦肩而过

我爱着谁 爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁 能够把我让我变不对
你不会累 但我却爱你爱到好累
从没有为了谁 不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点 我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见 只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人 也不会是个好情人
你对我说 我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多 少了他的日子也能活
我不会再让你寂寞 也不会让你更难过
你听我说 要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错 至少还有我的问候 我的温柔陪你度过
你听我说 你不要这么做
你不要看着我 说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受 我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛 再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点 我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见 只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人 也不会是个好情人
你对我说 我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多 少了他的日子也能活
我不会再让你寂寞 也不会让你更难过
你听我说 要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错 至少还有我的问候 我的温柔陪你度过
他不会是个好男人 也不会是个好情人
你对我说 我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多 少了他的日子也能活
我不会再让你寂寞 也不会让你更难过
你听我说 要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错 至少还有我的问候 我的温柔陪你度过